I have long maintained that most famous people would not have the ability to leave me starstruck. Prince was the only one I could ever think of who would have that effect on me. I never did have the opportunity to work with him, although Russ did a couple of times.
This past week, friends of mine were saying things like they were "reeling" from the loss, "crying real tears" and in need of a grief counselor - many were hit very hard.
"I never meant to cause you any sorrow
I never meant to cause you any pain"
- Prince (Purple Rain)
I was on a long drive out of town, then a long drive back which put me out of touch with much of the media and postings over the weekend. Somewhat isolated, I decided that I did not want to be sad. I began seeing the color purple everywhere. It was in the flowers, the stained glass windows at church, billboard advertisements, new siding being installed on old buildings - everywhere. I thought about my own relationship with Prince through his music.
"I'm not your lover
I'm not your friend
I am something that you'll never comprehend"
- Prince (I Would Die 4 U)
"I'm not a human
I am a dove
I'm your conscious
I am love"
- Prince (I Would Die 4 U)
My relationship with him felt strengthened. He was in my life. I was not ready to join in the collective sadness. I was looking for ways to be happy, grateful and in the moment. If sadness was the thief, I wasn't allowing it into my temple.
"Love come quick
Love come in a hurry
There are thieves in the temple tonight"
- Prince (Thieves in the Temple)
As I began the eight-hour drive home, I pulled up "Prince" on my iPod. Seventy-six tracks came up. I listened to them all (a few were repeated). I hadn't heard many in a long while. As I listened, I remembered good times, reflected, and thought about his lyrics and their meaning. I sang and danced as so many have done this past weekend.
"And I saw an angel come down unto me
In her hand she holds the very key
Words of compassion, words of peace"
- Prince (7)
I swear (you can't make this stuff up) seven birds flew across the sky in front of my car. I know because they flew in formation with two v-shaped sets of three and one leader in front. I laughed out loud.
"No one in the whole Universe
Will ever compare
I am yours now and u are mine
And together we'll love through
All space and time, so don't cry"
- Prince (7)
I am going to believe that Prince is still very much here with us - and that he has simply punched a higher floor.
"Dearly beloved
We are gathered here today
To get through this thing called life
Electric word life
It means forever and that's a mighty long time
But I'm here to tell you
There's something else
The afterworld
A world of never ending happiness
You can always see the sun, day or night"
- Prince (Let's Go Crazy)
Thank you Prince...
Namaste,
T